first and the last~

For once I feel that I'm being so selfish.. I feel that I'm not discipline enough..

For once, I feel that life is so miserable.. Humans are so scary..(agreed by esther jie too!)

Sometimes I do stop and think about it, why I did sucha thing in the first place.

I sounds like I did something serious but actually it's not.

Just abit undecisive and easily being closed down.

This leave me in dilema whether to splurt out everything to you!

I know u dont doubt me.. But, for god sake I just feel that thr's a need for me to explain myself.

Rather than you feeling upset, disappointed, pissed off! :(

If only u can accept the truth..

If only human's aren't that complicated.

If only I have made that call.

If only...(It's all too late!)

I'm charged of guilt~~~~:x