

For once I feel that I'm being so selfish.. I feel that I'm not discipline enough..
For once, I feel that life is so miserable.. Humans are so scary..(agreed by esther jie too!)
Sometimes I do stop and think about it, why I did sucha thing in the first place.
I sounds like I did something serious but actually it's not.
Just abit undecisive and easily being closed down.
This leave me in dilema whether to splurt out everything to you!
I know u dont doubt me.. But, for god sake I just feel that thr's a need for me to explain myself.
Rather than you feeling upset, disappointed, pissed off! :(
If only u can accept the truth..
If only human's aren't that complicated.
If only I have made that call.
If only...(It's all too late!)
I'm charged of guilt~~~~:x