What a Happy Children's day..
It doesn't make me HAPPY at all..
Angry, sad, moody, emo, blah blah blah...
Puffy eyes spoils my day!
Super CMI... thinking back Im actually very emotional?
I use emotions to control me instead of logical thinking...
I dont want to grudge over it anymore.. The more I tap on it the more angry I become..
I find it meaningless just goes with the flow bah..
This holiday have been one with ups and downs.. I want to go on a holiday!:(
Im turning 18 very very soon!
But my parent s still see me as 8/10 kids..
Locked me uo like a prisoner, everything restrict me to do! Curfew, etc..
I had enough of all that! When can I have my freedom??? roaR~~~
I wish I'm a bird
Flying high and far
Leading my own journey
With no objections allowed
I wish I'm a fish
Swimming fast and strong
Running away from weaknesses
In search of my strengths
I wish I'm a nobody
Not being heard nor seen
Leading a peaceful life
With whoever I may see
I wish I'm a somebody
Being heard and seen
Speaking with strength and power
Leading a TEAM.
More updates till I past eighteen hahahaha...=)
Carolyn Leow Manting is looking forward to turning eighteen..
She's not going to be the XMM she used to be anymore..=))
