If only things were different

Looking afar at the highest mountain top
The sun laying upon the horizon
Random thoughts churning in my mind
Coming out with conclusion is another sickening event

Results may not be perfect
May not be pleasing to the ears
Prepare that it would be ugly
But I just want the truth

Questions after questions
Answers after answers
Just do the right thing
And nothing will goes wrong.

Speechless

A sturbborn battle
So sudden yet so real
Smiles drift off my face
Tears rolling down uncontrollably

How I wished I've someone to talk to
Someone to be my listening ear
Shoulders for me to lay on
And spend the endless night with

Actions regretted doing
Words regretted saying
Explanations left undefined
Im left speechless...

Good start?

Sunday

18-10-2009..

Feast @ SUKI SUSHI.

I feel like Buffequeen now keep going for BIG feast the entire week.

OMGxD super Sinful!! I have to start exercising and SWEAT it out to burn off my

KA-LU-LI( Calories~) Wahahahaha

someone say I dont look after my diet lols..

I do care about myself de okay!!=D

Pictures for that day!

Today! 1st day of Semester2.

What a good start! Teacher 'pull' my leg..PS0901 was cheated!

We thought there was lab briefing but END up there's no lab for the entire 1st week.

Thus,we went pooling as suggested by Esther.

Pooling in the morning was cheap, each person pay less than 3dollars to play for several games.

We played till 1230 and went back to school for lesson.

Biostatistics Lecture was boring.

Maybe its the 1st lecture and moreover the 1st day of 2nd sem, everything goes so slowly.

Kinda not use to it.
Hopefully, everything goes well from week 2 onwards.

Had pool in the afternoon again, with coussy and gf's.

Im not good at it, but I think I kinda improved.

From someone who dont know how to hold a cue, to someone who can hold the cue properly without it toppling off my "small" hands. Lols!

Im so PROUD of myself suddenly..Hohoho~

Thanks for the treat PRO coussy..

Went to jalan and back home to install some games into my desktop for my little bro!

Thanks for configuring the printer sharing too.

I feel like a NOObx whenever u asked me things regarding IT.

Whats this? U got use? Why u didnt install this?

I will nvr fails to throw u back a 2 word answer.

"Dont know"

Sometimes even better.."HUH??"

Lols..sorry lah I declare that im 1 so yeah cant blame me for that=P

Last but not least,

Special thanks to ppl out thr, who msged me, msned me, worte on facebook, sang birthday songs for me and ofcourse not forgetting ALL the lovely presents from some of u..I really THANKYOU for that.

THANKYOU EVERYBODY!!

• Mummy
• Daddy
• *Daddy(SY)
• Xinyi
• Mel
• Esther
• Esther's bf and friends
• Terence
• Darcus
• Kaiyun
• Guanwei
• Meiyin
• Jingyi
• Lingjie
• Xingling
• Coussy,Malcolm
• Coussy,Shermin
• Shahirah
• Wanli
• Tresa
• Jiamin
• Weicheow
• Mr Bean,yunkai

Many more but I cant rmb its all those who send me wishes on FACEBOOK. Thankyou guys for making the effort to rmb 14 oct...IM finally 17. Do I look my age? Im doubting

I hope I DO!

MINDS...

16Oct..

Qutie a memorable day to me..

Not the 1st time doingvoluntary work but the very 1st experience working with people from MINDs..

10am, the people from MINDs arrived NYP. We, being the welfare ppl are supposed to usher them to the Grandstand and settle them down.

The 1st impression I had when they alight from the bus was, ALL of them look so cheerful and ALL( I repeat) were smiling from ear to ear.

Im glad they're looking forward to the event.

I didnt hesistate to smile back and wave back to their hello's and good morning. They're really friendly. *I guessed I over reacted to the point that Xinyi thought 1 of them was my friend.

OKay, after settling all of them, our task was to station somewhr close to them so that whenever they need help to get to the washroom or water point, we can assist them.

Most memorable thing which I encounter was the chat with this girl called Nara.

She look exactly like a normal girl and the way she speaks is like you and me.

But as I was chatting with her, I began to realised to abnormal things which I dont wish to elaborate. I really pity them. They are really nice. Sometimes I would try to force myself not to be so demanding to say PARDON! They're trying really hard to let u understand what they're trying to say and if I dont understand, they will try their best to repeat until I got what they want. And the moment u got it, they're like super happy.

The games part is the most exciting of ALL. They're so high and open up.

They cheered and shouted and some even poured water on themself. The scene was OMGxD.

Alot came to me and say they wants to go down to the track and race but their name wasnt called I couldnt let them go off.

Assisting them to toilet, felt like a FULL TIME Maid.

I hold their hands from the Grandstand to the toilet and practicall hold the door for thme cos I scared they dont know how to unlock after they locked it and last but not least I FLUSHED the waste for them. cough cough..digusted.

And unknowingly, I found out that they actually know what to do juts that they wanted EXTRA bit of care from ALL of us. Hm, I guess everyone of us needs ppl to be cared for and whats more for them.

After all the games and stuff, its time for them to get back to their school.

Feels so touched by their warm handshake and their SMILES again. One of them even said: SEE you tmrw hahaha..

Thats ALL for MINDS.

Headed off to ION orchard with MJ and XY.

MJ went to return her uniform and we went around combing ION and FAReast foping to grab sth but in the end grab nth except some sushi hahahaha..

Eat, chat, slack..

HOme sweet HOME~~

*TO MJ>>touched anot u're becoming FAMOUS in both xinyi and My blog

An interesting video to share!!!Slapping game COOL uh??

Sweet seventeen17

10 Oct 2009

Outing with coussy! Its so random. We had a hard time discussing whr to go?

What time to meet? Meet whr and stuff?

I guess our parents are having "question marks" all over why we meeting up for outing too!

Alright, its AWESOME!

We went movie, pool-ing and finally Mahjong-ing at MY house!

MOvie: Horror more to GORY movie I guess.

DIgusted by the POOL of RED...

POOl-ing was FUN! ThumbsUP!

Though I didnt really get to master the game, but its the fun of it. LOls.

My hands are small! Duh, A BIG Disadvantage

Mahjong session, I WON but lost in the END.

I playing with 2 PRO'S.

Miasiaosiao hor..

12-14Oct '09

ChaletCHALETCHALET!!

1st class chalet for PS0901!

KInda disappointed cos quite a number of ppl didnt turn up.

BBQ-ing for both nights.

1st night, cook for others and myself.

We caught midnight movies too.

The deadly tsunami!

Touching movie with dramatic effects of strong currents and waves.

Its incredibly FAKE! Hais~

2nd night, was AWESOME! Esther's bf cook for both of us and we just practically stay inside chalet and wait to be served!

2nd night food was so much different.

There's bacon, chicken fillet, cheese hotdog, satays, garlic bread and many more.

Cant really remember.

I feel like a MEAT eater these 2 days keep eating BBQ food.

SINFUL!! I guess I've to start eating for the rest of the month already.

IM going on a DIET DIET DIET!

Uniquely 17 birthday.

Had fun during Nightwalk at some mangrove area with esther and friends.

Kinda scared at 1st but everything was okay. Supernatural didnt come and find us that day!

LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY~~

1 word to describe esther's BF- Brave!

They went nightwalk with parangs as in tools to catch snake, crabs, animals they happen to find in swamp area.

GUess what!?

He caught 2 crab and 2 slimy snake about half a metre long!

EEYER~ DIGUSTED!

They went down the plank and walked in the swamp and use the BBQ tongs to catch the snake and crab!

OMGxD..

OH yah! They played poker with poker chips and stuff.

Its so cool. They are like so PRO lah.

I just watched didnt really play.

Cos I dont even know how to play lols.

Great job esther, beginner's LUCK keep winning.

Last but not least,

GREAT THANKS TO ALL who sent me birthday wishes!

THANKYOU!!