HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2010~

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!

2009

• Stepping into my tertiary studies. No more uniforms, no more LONG list of rules to follow, No more extraordinary disipline rules to follow, NO more teachers reprimanding students, No more bell rings, No more school shoes, No more PE lessons(Oh no! Tts the worst of ALL!) Best thing is, MORE FREEDOM!


• PS0901- Received warm welcome from them though I didnt managed to join them for Orientation due to POX! Anyway, they're great except for the minority. Surprisingly, within these short term they made me learn alot. And I mean ALOT! Things that u wouldnt find in books, teevees or even newspapers. Politics is scary. Do not get urself into that pot of soup. The feeling is terrible.


• Following up, join CCA. StageARts! Its SUPER DUPER FUN! Tiring though but still its FUN! And I nvr regret joining. Its so different from ALL the other CCAs that I've tried. Mixture of jazz, Hip-hop, Pow! move, scooping,etc. It all started with audition. Many went for the audition, I got choosen! So HAPPY lah! Im on cloud nine when I saw my name on the list. Abit reluctant going for the very 1st training cos im the only one going, fhy( going for FB audition) By hook or by crook I went. HA! My instructor, Terrence, alumni of NYP now teaching us and get paid. Cool uh! Get to know alot of new friends. Those that leave deep impression, Huifang, Sharlene, Tressa, Ervinna, Siewying, Diane, Judy, Aybin, Soul, Yeeting, Yiting, Shy, Lucas, kenneth, Clara Choo, Amanda Leow, Alfred, Gary, Alexandra, Russell, Adriana, Rena and ZAnn! They add a colourful chapter in my life! Muackssssssss~


• Following up, met my twins. She nvr fails to know what's on my mind. Simply, she can read me. Ha! Scary uh! She's none other than Chong Xinyi! Though I only know her for less than a yr, we're already so close. Ohmytian, jiemei jiu shi jiemei. Glad to bump into you. Thankyou for standing by me and giving me all the counsels and giving me a "hearing" for the foolish things I've done. Muackssssss~


• NEW recreational activity, Pool! From one who dont even know how to hold a cue to someone who can poke the ball into any of the 6 holes. HA!
• 2009 is the yr which I get alot of surprises. Especially from . Thanks for everything.


• Results in GPA form and not grades.


• More competitive environment. Hard to avoid. Im NOT competitive freak. Pls DO NOT put words into my mouth! Pissed~
• Few more ppl to thank!
• Thanks Darcus for helping me in school work.
• Thanks Connie and Esther for updating me. I wouldnt know I have so many wounds on my back until that day.
• Thanks the rest for judging the facts and not from rumors by____! Im really disappointed in u! And you alone! 13itch.....
  
  2010!


• No more politics.
• Spend more time on my lecture notes.
• Do well for yr1.
• Choosing of routes. pharmacy or clinical trials?
• Pay 100% to all my lectures
• Less time on internet.
• To be continued~

Annoyed

Time flies...Im only left with one week to do my projects. Everyone has started le and here I am blogging. Did some research on my theme: Cheese! But then, I want to get started as a group and not individually since we already call this a Group Project!
Updates on 28th DEC! HAPPY me! Outing with gf's. Exchange Christmas gift and allZ! Thanks gals..Love the gifts TTM! Went to watch Alvin and Chipmunks 2! Rate: 3.5/5. Love all the chipmunks cos its super cute la! Especially Theodo, so cute and innoncent and kiddy!

Night time, getai with little brother . Happen to bum into my small aunt and xinyi. Aunt sick until no voice, sound so manly lah. OMGxd! Overall, enjoy the singing and stuff. Sit down, chit chat, catch up with each other abit then went home!

I hate and regretted making this foolish decision. If only I can read the future. I wouldnt have fall into this trap. I wouldnt be sitting down here moaning. Every mistake made is a lesson learn.

COUNT DOWN to 2010!!

MeRRy CHristMAS!!>3

Hello! Im back. Have been MIA-ing for super long time le. Suddenly thought of giving this little space of mine a little new look. I've been busying with CT and enjoying myself after all the CT and stuff. Time to gasp some fresh air after so many days of mugging. Oh well, regret not paying more attention to little details that I supposed wouldnt come out for CT. Unfortunately, it all appear and I got defeated. Anyway, it's all over. Gonna jiayou for my major exam. Wish me luck.

The start of hols till now was great. Time flies so fast left 1 week to play only. Omgxd! Carolyn pls wake up! PLay play play! Time to touch ur work le lah. My projects and all are piling up and im not doing anything about it. Thumbsup! Brr.. OKay..Promise. Im going to start this week. Believe me or not I think I wont but Im going to force myself to do it. Or else I will nvr( I mean NVR!!) get started.

Got a great surprise today! Waken up by a strange call by a guy. Hello, Im a delivery man. I deliver flower. All I heard was flower! Im still in sleepy mode so just caught the important words. Then he continue and say my address and stuff. I answered a Yes. My heart almost jumped out lah. Omgxd 1st time ppl sent flowers to my door step siah. Im excited, worried, shocked, waiting for the delivery man. My heart was thumping hard like nobody business. Whenever I heard footsteps, I would urn to my door and see whether who issit? Tada, the delivery man arrive! This is your flower! Omgxd I almost teared. T.T Shakishly, I hold the pen and signed to acknowledged the bouquet. ALL felt like a dream! Carolyn! Am I dreaming? FYI: Im NOT!=)

Thanks thanks! Brighten up my christmas and another object to celeb with for my dull christmas. I really LOVE it TTM! Thanksthanks! XIEXIENI!

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>This bouquet comes with chocalates too! Loves~~~<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<

More updates in the next post! Ciaos~

peaceful

Peaceful scene of SUNSET...

"Even the day have to give way to the night, there goes for the night as well.."quoted from Xinyi.

I find it quite meaningful and it's TRUE. Dont u think so? This is the puzzling part.

Even the night have to give in to the day and vice versa why cant I just GIVE IN??

Another saying: "what goes around comes around ur karma has arrived this is what u got for creating such a scene and making a fool of urself in front of others!!"=X

Sitting by the pier

Millions of thoughts dashing across my mind

Billions of possibilities to the cause

Im trapped in my web of indecisiveness

I need some enlightenment

I wish all these is just a DREAM

Nevertheless, this issue gave me a very precious gift

Knowing my TRUE, GENUINE friends and not those who're the latter!

Digusted=/

There goes my last day for the week..

-NO jogging for this entire week
-Im currently cling to lab reports almost every single day.
-Hating organic chemistry tutorials more and more..(cant do my tutorials for whatever shitty reason, I studied the lecture notes over and over but nth seems to get in)
-The feeling is terrible, feel like a loser when I cant complete what I wanted to for today.
-Lab reports were alright though I dread to go for lab lesson cause of some stupid reason..
-School was awesomely like reading a fiction storybook/novel.
-Stories were flying all over the place.
-Currently, my jigsaw puzzle is going to be done just leaving the 1 more piece of jigsaw to fill up my ____.
-Luckily, fair enough GOD gave me a priceless gift, giving me TRUE and GENUINE friends.
-Hoping for a better tomorrow.

11/11/2009

11/11/09

BOOMZ!

Stepping into week4 of sem2..

I've becoming lazy..From the hardworking me, waking up at 6am, preparing to go for a jog before going school! To a girl who slack on her bed and drag herself to the washroom and prepare for school.* A bit exaggerating though but the idea is there.xD

Reason being: Im lazy! But the backup excuse is: I dont wish to jog with all the anuties and uncles who happened to be jogging early in the morning around my estate too.

It just feel kinda weird!

I dont like ALVIN EUN!!

He's a monotone lecturer who read off SLIDES

Pls lah..Do u think we cant read? We pay school fees to know more than whats already in the prepared slides right?

What for waste our time attending lecture when we can read it our own.

OWN TIME OWN TARGET!

Totally disappointed...Im depending on my own to read up and hopefully everything goes in and stay inside my little brainy!

More reports to come and more DRY modules I need to cover on my OWN!

Entertainment!

found inside the toilet near TFA! LOls..

CYCLOBUTANE!

Random

Life is a bore. Schooling is my duty for every monday to friday and here comes my break for the week which is Saturday and Sunday. How I wish there's sth call 24/8 and not 24/7, whereby we have 3 days of break and 5 days of work. Isnt that great? Weekend went out to "study" and pool..Study plan did work out well cos I really did sth, completed my organic chem tutorial on a Sunday! =X Hoping for some exciting stuff to surprise me this semester..I dont wish to let it bypass me like a mundane kinda thing. Everyday, study, do report, do experiments(FUN), etc etc...

Looking at you from the back

A fragile looking soul standing beside you

Unknowing smiles starts to appear

But feeling terrible deep down..

If only...

Life is just like an innocent balloon
It bypass me like a gust of wind
If only I could turn the clock around
I wouldn't want to be trapped

Im blinded
You brought me back to reality
It's the trust that get us bonded
That's why we're sisters

Never fail to be ever ready
Widening your ears when Im mumbling
Getting frustrated when nothing seems to get into my little brainy
Signing off without a hearing but a hug



Hoping for A better tomorrow~

If only things were different

Looking afar at the highest mountain top
The sun laying upon the horizon
Random thoughts churning in my mind
Coming out with conclusion is another sickening event

Results may not be perfect
May not be pleasing to the ears
Prepare that it would be ugly
But I just want the truth

Questions after questions
Answers after answers
Just do the right thing
And nothing will goes wrong.

Speechless

A sturbborn battle
So sudden yet so real
Smiles drift off my face
Tears rolling down uncontrollably

How I wished I've someone to talk to
Someone to be my listening ear
Shoulders for me to lay on
And spend the endless night with

Actions regretted doing
Words regretted saying
Explanations left undefined
Im left speechless...

Good start?

Sunday

18-10-2009..

Feast @ SUKI SUSHI.

I feel like Buffequeen now keep going for BIG feast the entire week.

OMGxD super Sinful!! I have to start exercising and SWEAT it out to burn off my

KA-LU-LI( Calories~) Wahahahaha

someone say I dont look after my diet lols..

I do care about myself de okay!!=D

Pictures for that day!

Today! 1st day of Semester2.

What a good start! Teacher 'pull' my leg..PS0901 was cheated!

We thought there was lab briefing but END up there's no lab for the entire 1st week.

Thus,we went pooling as suggested by Esther.

Pooling in the morning was cheap, each person pay less than 3dollars to play for several games.

We played till 1230 and went back to school for lesson.

Biostatistics Lecture was boring.

Maybe its the 1st lecture and moreover the 1st day of 2nd sem, everything goes so slowly.

Kinda not use to it.
Hopefully, everything goes well from week 2 onwards.

Had pool in the afternoon again, with coussy and gf's.

Im not good at it, but I think I kinda improved.

From someone who dont know how to hold a cue, to someone who can hold the cue properly without it toppling off my "small" hands. Lols!

Im so PROUD of myself suddenly..Hohoho~

Thanks for the treat PRO coussy..

Went to jalan and back home to install some games into my desktop for my little bro!

Thanks for configuring the printer sharing too.

I feel like a NOObx whenever u asked me things regarding IT.

Whats this? U got use? Why u didnt install this?

I will nvr fails to throw u back a 2 word answer.

"Dont know"

Sometimes even better.."HUH??"

Lols..sorry lah I declare that im 1 so yeah cant blame me for that=P

Last but not least,

Special thanks to ppl out thr, who msged me, msned me, worte on facebook, sang birthday songs for me and ofcourse not forgetting ALL the lovely presents from some of u..I really THANKYOU for that.

THANKYOU EVERYBODY!!

• Mummy
• Daddy
• *Daddy(SY)
• Xinyi
• Mel
• Esther
• Esther's bf and friends
• Terence
• Darcus
• Kaiyun
• Guanwei
• Meiyin
• Jingyi
• Lingjie
• Xingling
• Coussy,Malcolm
• Coussy,Shermin
• Shahirah
• Wanli
• Tresa
• Jiamin
• Weicheow
• Mr Bean,yunkai

Many more but I cant rmb its all those who send me wishes on FACEBOOK. Thankyou guys for making the effort to rmb 14 oct...IM finally 17. Do I look my age? Im doubting

I hope I DO!

MINDS...

16Oct..

Qutie a memorable day to me..

Not the 1st time doingvoluntary work but the very 1st experience working with people from MINDs..

10am, the people from MINDs arrived NYP. We, being the welfare ppl are supposed to usher them to the Grandstand and settle them down.

The 1st impression I had when they alight from the bus was, ALL of them look so cheerful and ALL( I repeat) were smiling from ear to ear.

Im glad they're looking forward to the event.

I didnt hesistate to smile back and wave back to their hello's and good morning. They're really friendly. *I guessed I over reacted to the point that Xinyi thought 1 of them was my friend.

OKay, after settling all of them, our task was to station somewhr close to them so that whenever they need help to get to the washroom or water point, we can assist them.

Most memorable thing which I encounter was the chat with this girl called Nara.

She look exactly like a normal girl and the way she speaks is like you and me.

But as I was chatting with her, I began to realised to abnormal things which I dont wish to elaborate. I really pity them. They are really nice. Sometimes I would try to force myself not to be so demanding to say PARDON! They're trying really hard to let u understand what they're trying to say and if I dont understand, they will try their best to repeat until I got what they want. And the moment u got it, they're like super happy.

The games part is the most exciting of ALL. They're so high and open up.

They cheered and shouted and some even poured water on themself. The scene was OMGxD.

Alot came to me and say they wants to go down to the track and race but their name wasnt called I couldnt let them go off.

Assisting them to toilet, felt like a FULL TIME Maid.

I hold their hands from the Grandstand to the toilet and practicall hold the door for thme cos I scared they dont know how to unlock after they locked it and last but not least I FLUSHED the waste for them. cough cough..digusted.

And unknowingly, I found out that they actually know what to do juts that they wanted EXTRA bit of care from ALL of us. Hm, I guess everyone of us needs ppl to be cared for and whats more for them.

After all the games and stuff, its time for them to get back to their school.

Feels so touched by their warm handshake and their SMILES again. One of them even said: SEE you tmrw hahaha..

Thats ALL for MINDS.

Headed off to ION orchard with MJ and XY.

MJ went to return her uniform and we went around combing ION and FAReast foping to grab sth but in the end grab nth except some sushi hahahaha..

Eat, chat, slack..

HOme sweet HOME~~

*TO MJ>>touched anot u're becoming FAMOUS in both xinyi and My blog

An interesting video to share!!!Slapping game COOL uh??

Sweet seventeen17

10 Oct 2009

Outing with coussy! Its so random. We had a hard time discussing whr to go?

What time to meet? Meet whr and stuff?

I guess our parents are having "question marks" all over why we meeting up for outing too!

Alright, its AWESOME!

We went movie, pool-ing and finally Mahjong-ing at MY house!

MOvie: Horror more to GORY movie I guess.

DIgusted by the POOL of RED...

POOl-ing was FUN! ThumbsUP!

Though I didnt really get to master the game, but its the fun of it. LOls.

My hands are small! Duh, A BIG Disadvantage

Mahjong session, I WON but lost in the END.

I playing with 2 PRO'S.

Miasiaosiao hor..

12-14Oct '09

ChaletCHALETCHALET!!

1st class chalet for PS0901!

KInda disappointed cos quite a number of ppl didnt turn up.

BBQ-ing for both nights.

1st night, cook for others and myself.

We caught midnight movies too.

The deadly tsunami!

Touching movie with dramatic effects of strong currents and waves.

Its incredibly FAKE! Hais~

2nd night, was AWESOME! Esther's bf cook for both of us and we just practically stay inside chalet and wait to be served!

2nd night food was so much different.

There's bacon, chicken fillet, cheese hotdog, satays, garlic bread and many more.

Cant really remember.

I feel like a MEAT eater these 2 days keep eating BBQ food.

SINFUL!! I guess I've to start eating for the rest of the month already.

IM going on a DIET DIET DIET!

Uniquely 17 birthday.

Had fun during Nightwalk at some mangrove area with esther and friends.

Kinda scared at 1st but everything was okay. Supernatural didnt come and find us that day!

LUCKY LUCKY LUCKY~~

1 word to describe esther's BF- Brave!

They went nightwalk with parangs as in tools to catch snake, crabs, animals they happen to find in swamp area.

GUess what!?

He caught 2 crab and 2 slimy snake about half a metre long!

EEYER~ DIGUSTED!

They went down the plank and walked in the swamp and use the BBQ tongs to catch the snake and crab!

OMGxD..

OH yah! They played poker with poker chips and stuff.

Its so cool. They are like so PRO lah.

I just watched didnt really play.

Cos I dont even know how to play lols.

Great job esther, beginner's LUCK keep winning.

Last but not least,

GREAT THANKS TO ALL who sent me birthday wishes!

THANKYOU!!

ROAR~

8course meal!

Celebration for Lantern Festival.

Super sinful have to start doing my intensive crunches already.

I want go GYM!!

Anyway, had a great time with these 2 kids.

Yanyan and Ah Boy

They're super cute and super Naughty too!!

Especially ah Boy! SEE the model car he took on his hand.

He play it on the dirty floor then roll the wheels on my face again !!

Nah, he's just playful.

Played with yanyan, sweet girl. Her doll so poor thing going bald already.

threesome!xD

playful ah boy dont know how to stand properly.